Sunday, November 30, 2008
In case I've confused you...
But I WILL post pictures of our house as we sift through the mess...no worries!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
When the dust settles and the boxes are cleared out...
At our house, the dust is still flyin' and the boxes are still scattered! They've acted as forts, stools, and toy cars for some very happy campers.
I think we're getting there...to that point of normal. To feeling like we're HOME. Slowly, but surely. In the meantime, there's this:
And this is a sneaky little guy who found a mirror in Jenna's closet. :) Just throwing this one in for fun...
I have had so much to write over the past few days, but just haven't had the chance. I've hardly read any blogs--so sorry for my absense from your comment boxes!! I have practically fallen in bed every night, EXHAUSTED from working, cleaning, unpacking...and then getting up at 5:30 or 6:00 a.m. with the kids every morning. To make life more complicated, we are STILL trying to finish cleaning our old house. I had help one of the days, which was SO nice. But aside from that it's just been me. And it's pretty slow going when it's one person tackling one HOUSE. I think it has made things really emotionally draining...it's like I can't just move on and get my new house settled because I still have so much to do at my old one. And with so much to do at my NEW house, I am left to wonder how to juggle everything. Brandon has been hitting the books hard in preparation for his finals, and that means it's me and the kids alone again. Alone, and tackling all we have to do at both houses.Thursday, November 27, 2008
MUCH to be thankful for.
Blessed with:
-FAMILY. And those we surround ourselves with who act as a different kind of family.
-Internet. And a phone again. It's nice to have contact with the outside world!
-A home to live in. A home that has had a lot of TLC put into it, just for us. A home that has AMAZING insulation and great heat. A home that has wood floors that clean up easy and a giant master bedroom that I have no idea what to do with. :)
-Things coming together at the right time. Like, being able to move on Monday. This was HUGE for us because we really needed it to happen. Somehow things came together and it all worked out. And when we moved in a realized we couldn't get our queen box springs up the stairs, we miraculously found someone that same day who was selling a split box spring (looks like a king box spring, but fits a queen bed) that was only a third of what we would have had to pay brand new. Just lots of little things like that...
-A place to go for Thanksgiving dinner. We are still very much in boxes...and I don't even think I have a cube of butter in my fridge. A nice family we go to church with invited us for dinner, which was SO thoughtful. She handled it all--well, we DID throw together a green bean casserole (thank you food storage!). We had a wonderful dinner and dessert. It was so nice to not be alone and to share such a delicious meal together.
-Children
-Health
-talents and abilities
-each other....
-And for life. And love.
-And many, more things.
Yes, today...this Thanksgiving day, I know I am indeed blessed.
Monday, November 24, 2008
WE PASSED!
We passed our inspection!! HOORAY, HOORAY! We are on our way to get the truck and get ourselves moved in. Kind of rushed and late in the day, and after MUCH drama...
But it's done.
I am SO excited!
I will be without internet for a day or 2...but I am pretty sure I will be busy enough to not miss it too much! :)
Here's to new adventures and new houses!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
A letter to my children...
Today, as we sat in church, I watched each of you. I realized how much you have grown--every day. It caused me to reflect on how much of that growing has taken place in our little house...the house that has been our home for the past year and a half.
This is the place, Jenna, where you were potty trained. This is where you got your first bike and ran and played in the backyard so free and full of life. And this is where you made you secret magical garden in the small space between the house and the fence. This is the house with the attic you LOVED to climb into every chance you got. And this is the house where the light reflected so brightly through your big bedroom window that your pink curtains really made the ROOM look pink. You LOVED your "pink" room.
And my sweet Kaden. This house is where you taught me about true babyproofing, and where I cleaned up way too many accidents dealing with you and poop (and flour, and chocolate, and corn meal, and syrup, and permanent marker). :) And this is where you got your first big boy bed. This home is where you put on your first real church suit--you looked so handsome! And this is where you played with cars and hauled your toys to hide in every nook and cranny. This place is where you spoke your first word. And this is the house, Kaden, where you turned from a baby to a toddler, and then instantly into a little boy.
And I certainly can't forget my little Spencer. This, Spencer is the house where you came home from the hospital to meet your siblings. This is the only house you have known--the one where you learned to walk and eat and sleep. The one where you know your way around. This house is the one where you first found shelter in the kitchen cabinets, waiting patiently for the kids to find you so you could shriek and giggle when they laughed at you. This is the home you have filled with your laughter and cooing and where you totally stole our hearts forever.
I remember when we came and saw this house for the first time. It was April and we were on our way to the airport to fly back to Idaho after daddy was accepted to school here. It was a sunny day--and beautiful spring day. Everything inside felt so bright and cheery. I could picture you each in here, your beds in their rooms and your toys out to play. And then I saw the backyard--it was love at first sight. I knew this was the yard that we could fill with FUN. And we did. This was the right house for us, even for the short time we have lived here.
I know we will have many more houses in life. We will move on to different stages of life and have different needs each time. But I will always hold dear all the memories we made while we lived in this home. The prayers that were said, sings that were sang, tears that were shed, tantrums that were thrown, love that was shared.
Because those memories, and this home are part of your lives...OUR lives. Forever.
Aquarium Adventures
We will definitely do this again this winter!




Being around all these fish sparked my interest in possibly taking one of these critters home. But after the 20 minute shpeal about the upkeep and cost of saltwater fish (namely Nemo) and then another 10 minute discussion about the cons of a tiny little kiddie fish tank, and I decided that fish are just not for us right now. :) We will just keep going back to visit--and next time I won't ask about buying one. :)Friday, November 21, 2008
Reminiscing--
I also noticed a few recurring themes...we didn't sleep well (what has changed there?), we did lots of fun things together, and we were always cleaning up messes. :) Sitting here tonight, I am SO glad I recorded all those things. Many of them I had forgotten about--little tidbits here and there--and I am grateful to have them put down somewhere to jog my memory at times like this.
I know this picture is a repost, but when I saw it I about died laughing remembering the day I took it! It was taken last December. In my post I had written, "Brandon and Jenna went out to play ball in the backyard and I snapped this pic. She dressed herself...obviously. I mean, what says "I enjoy 40 degree weather" like a pair of flowery capris and dress shoes!?? The ball was flying right towards her, and she just shut her eyes and stood there! :) I am sensing she might take on my lack of athletic abilities."

Ahhh....so fun to look back. I know I will do the same thing next year--probably at the same time, because the holidays seem to bring out that need for memories of family and friends and life in general. I am thankful for this blog--for the stories I have been able to record, for the pictures I have posted (even the really crummy ones, because it helps me see when I progress), and for the cute little people (and one big person) who make up my family and contribute to the memories we've made. :)
Vampires, and humans, and Romance, OH MY!

Thursday, November 20, 2008
Nudie
This morning I was doing dishes--now granted, it was early (6:45 a.m.) and I am sure my alternative lifestyle neighbor was unsuspecting of the possibility of anyone actually being awake at that hour.
As I was sifting through the sudsy sink, I was staring off at the frosted window across our driveway.
The light was on.
After a few moments of staring off into space I realized the beige blob I had been staring at was really an undressed body. I couldn't believe it.
I went about my business and washed dishes looking down. When I glanced up again I could see this person obviously taking care of HIS business...reaching for some T.P., etc. AWKWARD!
The real kicker was the nudie patootie he flashed as he left the porcelain throne.
What a way to start the day.
My advice to those of you with a windor in your bathroom? No matter how frosted, use a blind or curtain. Really. For YOUR benefit and your NEIGHBOR'S benefit. :)
On a completely different note, a moving day update.
Things have fallen through for this weekend. We are so bummed. But we are aiming for Tuesday as the official day, provided everything goes well with the inspection we have on Monday. Please, please cross your fingers for us!
Now, I am off to see my hubby for the first night this week...he's been crazy busy with a ton of stuff and we have hardly even slept in the same bed let alone spent time with each other in the evening (thank you children for your random middle of the night wake-up's--we absolutely ADORE the one on one night shift schedule with you on the couch.)
Night!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Super duper happy...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Because blogger let me...
Chores

Monday, November 17, 2008
Snow day and outside play

Saturday, November 15, 2008
Plan Unknown
in the past few days I finally feel like I am feeling much more peace about things...life in general really. Just needed to talk and get a little bit of needed help to figure out what was going on with me and how I can make the best of my life. Really I think that is the ultimate goal in almost ALL our lives. To be the best person we can be no matter what others think or say, and no matter what stresses are weighing us down. I have really finally felt HOPE again. :) That's a good feeling...
Am praying the HOPE I feel will hold on and get me through this week. We are working with Operation PLAN UNKNOWN.
I am not good at this.
When we moved out here to Ohio, I had everything arranged, plans for utility hookup, U-Haul, etc as far in advance as possible. I like things to be arranged...I like a backup plan for a backup plan.
But this time, we don't really even have a plan for a backup plan to stand behind.
It's kind of like having a baby. You know it's gonna happen. But you just don't know the date. Well, unless you're like me and you have been induced all three times you had a baby. :) The logistics of our move are so complex--and it's hard to not get stressed about timelines. We are supposed to be out by next weekend. But our new house isn't finished yet--and when it IS, it has to have an inspection before we can move IN. And if any little tiny part of the house fails to meet the correct code, we have to reschedule an inspection. All of this has to somehow come together in the next 5 days.
And it will.
Right???
But until then, operation Plan Unknown is to try to freeze meals to eat for the next 5-6 days and pack our house like crazy...and then clean like there were never 3 small children living here. I think that will take 5 days in and of itself.
And hopefully, next Saturday we will find ourself with a loaded truck ready to move into our new place...ready to lock the kids in the basement I have been dreaming of for so long. :)
On the subject of packing...me and Brandon take a very different approach.
Me: pack absolutely everything we WON'T USE before we move. Pack the rest the night before.
Brandon: pack anything in the room, just so it isn't there anymore.
I realized this when he asked me several times (while I was in the middle of something) about a particular box in our room. It had become the catch-all...I admit. I was at fault for this one. But he was SO anxious to get it out. So I finally said whatever and to just take it out--
Been wondering where all my dirty clothes went...:) Found them today in an open box in the garage while I was taking another box out that he had packed that included the IRON. Tomorrow is church. Tomorrow we might look at little homeless.
But thank you Brandon for packing like a pro! You really helped get stuff out of here and it feels like a lighter load already! :)
Speaking of loads, I have about 5 of those in the form of laundry spilling off of my couch and waiting for me to fold them...
Night.
Picture a day Challenge--306
Friday, November 14, 2008
Picture a day Challenge--305

When you don't know what to say...
I have gone back and forth about how much I put online...how open I am...how open I should be. The past few weeks I have had some really rude annonymous comments that crushed my spirit and made me wonder if I should even blog anymore. But because they were annonymous, it's hard now to know who to trust now...
Was it someone I thought was a friend? Was it a random stranger?
Guess it doesn't matter now. But those hurt feelings are still there...
The stress of moving and everything behind that, and life in general has felt overwhelming. But to put out how I feel every day like I probably would have in the past just seems to make me more vulnerable...less confident.
Just need to find a middle ground again--and keep believing the world is really a nice place.
And so some happy thoughts...
I took the kids to a place I found here called Playground World. It's really a store that sells all sorts of toys and play systems, swings, playhouses, etc. They open their doors a few times a week to let kids come play for FREE! YEAH!!! I am so excited about this--the kids had a blast!



And after a really rough day, I went "shopping" with my friend Caroline. We hit up a craft store close by while Brandon watched all the kids. When we got there we saw they were having a great Halloween clearance with a grab bag deal--all the signs said 50%-75% off or fill a LARGE bag for $10.00. So, she put a few things in her bag and we kept on wandering through the store.

Cute metal spiderweb for next Halloween...notice the cutesie little spider at the bottom

A pumpkin candle holder (well, 2....the jackolantern and the wire pumpkin)

And this cute set of glass candle holders (I know, lots of candle holders...) I plan on using these in my bedroom. The colors were perfect! (sorry about the blurry pic--don't know what I did wrong!) :)

Thursday, November 13, 2008
Picture a day Challenge--304
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Changing my style...
I think the women of the middle East have the right idea when it comes to covering all the right parts...No one sees if they have a bad hair day (or bad hair month, in my case)...
No one sees if they have 3 exploding zits smack dab on the front of their face (all at the same time...I mean, seriously! Give me a BREAK!)
No one sees if their chin is becoming plural...
Where can I pick up one of these things?
Picture a day Challenge--303
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Dear Santa...
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Little things...

It really is all those little things that make you love someone so much...
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Stinky...

For the love of pancakes
I really didn't consider myself to be a pancake lover. An occasional LIKER, yes. But LOVER, no. UNTIL I discovered a little technique some might call recycling. :)I put leftovers in my pancakes.
And it's delicious.
Even tried potato pancakes?? Put some leftover mashed potatoes in your pancake batter sometime. IT'S DELICIOUS!! So soft and tasty!
And leftover hash browns and bacon? Crumbled up and mixed right in...yum!
But one of my favorite things to mix in is leftover desserts. I have posted a few of these pancakes before. I've used all sorts of leftover desserts...warm winter lemon cake, apple crisp, Hot Fudge Pudding cake, etc. But the latest is turtle pumpkin pie. I just posted the recipe on my recipe blog--and I am telling you now that if you have ANY reason to make a dessert in the next few weeks (wink, wink) you MUST try this. It was SOOOO tasty!
We usually only make dessert when we have people over. But once dinner is over and company gone, we sit with the leftovers. Which really means I sit here with the leftovers. Mixing them in with breakfast makes a great new breakfast dish and gets rid of all temptation--
I kind of think of this like my own little pancake Coldstone. :) For example, my most recent pancakes (pictured above) had pockets of pumpkin and carmel mixed throughout. Graham cracker crumbs swirled through...it was delicious! I topped my pancakes with some whipped cream, nuts and carmel. I think next time I might mix the whipped cream and puree the last piece of pie to make a sauce to drizzle over.
I wish I had an actual recipe for this--I don't. I usually do this with a pancake mix so I can add a little extra water if needed. You don't want it TOO chunky or thick--I usually put about 2 pieces of pie or cake in a batch that makes probably 8-12 pancakes (depending on size).
What do you put in YOUR pancakes?? I would love to get some new ideas!!
Friday, November 7, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
A few good things...
So here goes:
--As much as I hated the time change at first, it has been surprisingly HELPFUL. While we had a couple 5 a.m. mornings at first, things have kind of settled down and we've moved wakeup time to about 6:30 or 7:00 a.m. But the best part of this time change has been that ALL the kids take naps again--all at the same time! Even Jenna, who had been showing signs of giving it up all together. And they have all been going to bed without any problem at 7:30. So, we're back where we want to be. It's been pretty nice after all...
(now, do not think my sleep schedule life is perfect...it is quite flawed right now. Spencer has decided to serenade us with his screams at approximately 11:30 p.m. and 3:15 a.m. almost every night. Seriously, like clockwork. It's incredible how predictable it is! We're trying to figure out how to put a stop to this one quick!)
--The lowest gas in my area is $1.85. Holy cow. How long has it been since the digits were THAT low? Lovin' this...really loving this!
--Brandon has been home early every day this week. Can I just say RELIEF? Of all weeks to come home a little early, this is probably the one I needed it the most. Now to gear up for finals week and moving in the next few weeks when he really won't be around...
--We have been in the low 70's almost all week! HALLELUJAH! Unfortunately, we will be meeting up with a cold front tomorrow...but the sunshine was HEAVEN while it lasted!
--I found some really nice shelving on the treelawn this week. I am trying to hard to collect all the shelves I can get for our new basement and food storage, and to not spend any money was GREAT!
--After the day I had yesterday, my kids are still alive! :) jk There were seriously some moments though....and today was a much better day. At least I felt better as a parent.
I am trying really hard to push myself out of the slump I have been in...trying to push myself to get out and about, to think less of myself and to be with my kids and have many happy moments instead of letting life get to me like it has lately. I don't know why I go through this roller coaster sometimes. I know there is a lot going on right now. I just don't feel justified feeling overwhelmed and quite frankly depressed sometimes. I look back on my blog and see so many wonderful things that have filled our lives, and I just long for that again right now. I MISS doing our story and project each day, and I miss always being on the go always doing things with the kids. I think I have felt like I lacking that JOY that I felt so much previously.
Blah, blah....enough of that. Just need to snap out of the fog I have been in and get back to where I want to be...
And being grateful is a good start...
Tonight I am.
Tonight I am grateful to be healthy. Grateful to have a family. Grateful for my snuggly kids...and really grateful for my husband who is so understanding right now.
And really, $1.85 per gallon? How can I not be grateful for THAT?? :)
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Picture a day Challenge--296
Some days
And no matter what I write now, it won't come out right.
So, good night. Postless, thoughtless night.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Voting, candy, phone calls, and a $20 fine

I am SURE most of us are pretty ready to say goodbye to all these signs. I am. And I am ready to say goodbye to my 10-15 phone calls PER DAY telling me to vote for so and so. Though today, even up until 7:00 P.M. the phone was ringing off the hook. 18 phone calls today. SOOOOOOO annoying. Now if only I got that many REAL phone calls! :)
What blows me away is that JUST LAST MONTH when the librarian commented to me that I could check out items until I had more than a $10 in fines. I laughed and said (and I quote) "I can't imagine how ANYONE would actually have MORE than $10.00 in FINES! I know I never will!"
Monday, November 3, 2008
Picture a day Challenge--294
An ABC view of our week in review
A is for APPLES---caramel ones to be exact. Every year we have a caramel apple bar around Halloween...with all the goodies. Toffee bits, oreos, Reeces, nuts, crushed Twix bars, sprinkles, etc. This year I decided to cut the kids apples into pieces and let them decorate each piece so they weren't so messy (and wasteful). It worked awesome!

B Is for BREAKFAST and BOB EVANS where Mindi, Jenny and I went to savor a meal without kids and husbands who don't appreciate or care for a REAL breakfast. Guess it's just part of the male Holloway genes. B is also for BRAVE--the husbands took all the kids swimming at the hotel pool... :)

C Is for COUSINS...cute ones at that. (I debated doing this picture for D...deer in the headlights look. Come on Jenna! Would it KILL YOU to give me ONE nice smile with normal eyes???)

D Is for DARLING!!! Jenna and Cailyn were fairy princesses for Halloween...ballet dancers....whatever works with a tutu and wings. :) Mindi and I made the cute tutus and the girls loved them! (well...Jenna DID until she realized she was getting a new leotard...she then just wanted to be an exercise girl. But with absolutely NO CHOICE, the tutu went on and she happily danced her way down the block collecting candy as she went! :) Jessica was a cute little princess. And the boys? They were monkeys. Cute monkeys. But unlike all of you, we were racing to get ready in time, and the sun was setting before we could get any pictures...I have some from Jenny's camera, but will have to post those later. They were cute though! Halloween just took a major backseat in my life this year, and I really didn't do as much as I normally do. I have to admit, it was a nice change of pace.


E is for ERIE, Lake Erie that is...we made a stop there after visiting the Westside Market on Friday morning. We had the PERFECT Halloween weather. SUNNY and almost 70. GORGEOUS, GORGEOUS, GORGEOUS!


F is for FANCY MCdonalds. That was on Trav and Jenny's top list of things to do while they were visiting us. Strange request? Perhaps. :) But it was sure fun!
H is for HARD ROCK CAFE, where we stopped and ate in Niagara Falls. I am sure our server thought we were totally cheap, and really we spent most of our "deciding" time figuring out how we were going to divide meals to feed everyone without getting completely ROBBED....did you KNOW a kids meal there is $7.50, and PUNY?? :)

I is for ICE CREAM, which we ate almost every night. Ben & Jerry..you are welcome in my home any time. :)
J is for JEWELRY that aunt Mindi bought for the both girls before they left. Jenna loves her new little necklace...and it's fun to think that Cailyn has the same one. Just somethin' special they can share. :)

K is for K, RELIANT....alright, that's a stretch, but you get he point. Brandon and his brothers went to a Reliant K concert at the House of Blues on Halloween night. I was SO glad they got to go and spend time together...even if they didn't really make plans (or tell us about them) ahead of time. :)

L is for LEAVES and beautiful fall colors, which we saw TONS of on our walk along the Erie canal with Jenny and Travis on Saturday evening. CHECK OUT THE SIZE OF THIS LEAF!


M is for Moroni, whose statue can be seen atop the Hill Cumorah.


N is for Niagara Falls--it was FREEZING. We really didn't even stay very long because it was so darn cold! This was a good and bad thing. Good in that we were able to hurry and be on our way. Bad in that I had been DYING to take some great shots (or at least try) while there...I just couldn't get it. WINDY, COLD, WET. Bad combo. But BEAUTIFUL nonetheless!

O is for Olivia, one of Jenna's little friends, who had a little playdate on Thursday. We got to go have lunch with the girls at her house and then help Cailyn and Jenna make a little Halloween craft. It was so fun and festive!

P is for PALMYRA, where we rented a house for 2 nights. It was so nice to be there so close to all the sites!

Q is for QUICK STOP, which we made while driving through Upstate New York. The air was chilly, the leaves abundant--it made the perfect place to stop and stretch our legs.

R is for ROCHESTER, NY--home of the Strong National Museum of Play...A.K.A. the most AMAZING children's museum I have EVER, EVER SEEN! We took Cailyn while Jason, Mindi, and Baby Jessica went to see some sites in Palmyra and the kids had SO much fun! We didn't even make it to HALF of the museum...it went on and on and on....and there was SO much to do. I am trying to talk Brandon into spending an entire weekend there sometime. It is only 4 1/2 hours from here and would be SO worth it!

S is for SACRED GROVE, where we went our first night in Palmyra. I tried to get some pictures of Jason and Mindi there but due to a quickly setting sun and uncooperative kids, we just didn't get much there...:) But it was beautiful--and peaceful--when the kids weren't running around or screaming.
T is for TEMPLE, where we got to go through a session on Tuesday morning. It was so nice to go. Jason and Mindi traded off with us, watching the kids while we went and visa versa. Funny story there: Mindi forgot her skirt and had to borrow mine last minute. So as I was walking out, she snagged me and we ran to the restroom and switched clothes. I am sure it looked VERY funny!

U is for UNBELIEVABLE VIEW we had from the house we rented. It was gorgeous!

V is for visitor's center at the Hill Cumorah, where we took pictures by the statue of Christ.


W is for WHINING--sorry Mindi, your face was perfect in this shot and I had to put it! Trust me, Mindi wasn't the whiner--the girls were. 2 four year old girls who shared a love-hate relationship with each other. When they were happy, they were really happy. But when they weren't WATCH OUT WORLD! Despite the arguments, bickering, and fights, Jenna is already praying Cailyn to come back. Let's hope her prayers reach heaven. We would love that!
X is to fill in how many pounds I probably gained this week eating all sorts of good food...yum.
Whew....there you have it. The condensed version. We really had a great time. Thank you Mindi and Jason for making the long drive--and Thank you Jenny and Travis for staying a couple days--we are so excited about your interviews for podiatry school and hope you end up moving out here to be close to us!!! But then again, you already KNOW we think this. :)
And for anyone else up for a visit, we LOVE visitors and anyone is WELCOME! We promise a good time... :)



















