Sunday, November 29, 2009
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Giving Thanks and Thanksgiving.
Family, food, friends.
Did I mention FOOD. Oh such good food. :)
I will post pictures later, but I just needed to say that I truly feel blessed. I am grateful for my family, my freedoms, my religion, my life. There is so much good...
I love this time of year. While I wish we could feel this magic all through the year, it doesn't always work that way...so I love when this time comes around again. It serves as such a good reminder...
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Turkey trot and Tuesday Thoughts
Today I took the boys to cheer Jenna on during her school's Turkey Trot...where they ran around the block and the winners took home a turkey... :)Jenna did not win. She wasn't even close. I felt so bad. Could it be that she has her dad's love of running and my lack of skill?
Either way, she was a good sport and looked so darn cute.
It is SO nice to know that school is done for the week...no more driving her to school or picking her up. Time for her to play with the boys...and to be together as family. So excited.
Speaking of family, my sister Esther is coming to visit tomorrow. Is my house ready? No. And quite frankly it probably won't be tip top when she DOES get here. I have learned that I am not a miracle worker. :) And yet, my house needs a miracle right now....
I have debated for a long time about sharing a bunch of stuff that has been going on. I have used this blog for so long to document so much about our family and my feelings. But I have had some things that I just didn't feel belonged here yet. Hence the multiple days between posts when my previous pattern was at least one a day. :)
But today it occurred to me that I didn't have to lay it all out there yet, but could at least say how I have felt...which will hopefully explain why often I don't know what to say when it's time update the blog.
The past several months I have felt sick. Along with a never-ending cough, a big part has been morning sickness sick. It has been terrible. Honestly, a good majority of my days are filled with ickiness...
...the need to eat or else...the need to eat what sounds good OR ELSE...the dry-heaving...
Oh it has totally turned me upside down. I feel so worn out and frustrated.
Frustrated because sickness like this should be associated with having babies...and let me make it clear that I AM NOT PREGNANT. But it's the worst thing to be going through all these same symptoms...and have no real reason to show for it.
The very time in my life when I am truly trying to change my habits and eat better, and BE better, I find myself facing a wall of stomach-calming carbohydrates...and I hate it. My desire is there to eat different, but my body physically just can't without feeling nasty inside.
To make matters worse, after finally seeing the Dr. I was put on some medication...that makes me even more nauseous.
Yay.
And it makes me exhausted. So exhausted that many nights I have fallen in bed at 9:00...or had to have a nap to make it through the day. This is so not like me...
I feel like my body has been taken over by a diagnosis.
And some nights I have wanted to say nothing except...
Tonight I feel like crap.
Today I couldn't bring myself to put real pants on...so I wore yoga pants all day...and laid on the couch and watched TV while trying not to vomit.
Today I felt so on edge...so grumpy. So not myself. Because I just am not lately.
So there you have it.
I am trying to be optimistic and get over this nausea...hoping to see a light at the end of the tunnel and for all the other symptoms I have to work themselves out...and I am sure it all will.
But for now, if there is a night or two that I just post a one-line downer, you'll know why...well, kind of why...at least for right now.
Happy Tuesday.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Randomly Random Saturday night thoughts.
I cleared all of this....
out of here....And as I was cleaning it out, I felt totally lame.
But it's organized and so clean now! I LOVE IT! It was yet another step in my process to regain control over my life and organizational skills.
Other steps I have taken?
Christmas cards are ordered and here, ready to be addressed.
Desk has been cleaned off, baskets purchased to help neatly sort the things I do need to keep there.
Plans are in place for how to secure some additional short term storage on the main floor.
I have a calendar on the fridge now...and a planner in my purse...and sticky notes (which are my lifesaver).
I have felt SO MUCH BETTER.
I will have to document my system after I get a couple more things in place. But so far, so good...
In other news, we FINALLY got a family picture taken today. After all the sessions I have done for others, we finally had our chance and hopefully will have some updated pics for grandparents, etc. soon! I am so excited to see them...and to finish up the sessions I have done for everyone else this year. :)
Am going to go join our family movie night now...pumpkin pie cake in the oven, pizza for dinner, and Ice Age 3 in the DVD player. :)
Happy Saturday!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Wicked...take 2
Last night I got to go on a super fabulous GIRL'S NIGHT OUT to see Wicked...AGAIN. I loved it when Brandon and I saw it the first time, and so when I heard it was coming again, I arranged to buy a big bulk section of tickets for a GREAT price and a BUNCH (like, 30-40) of us went out on the town to see this Spectacular musical.Tuesday, November 17, 2009
That "in your face" feeling....
Monday, November 16, 2009
Mongolian BBQ...and a date!
It will never quite be home.
But it was good.
And it came with a HUGE buffet of other foods...American food, Chinese food, ribs, chicken, rice, fruits, veggies, bread, etc.
And it was fun to watch them cook our food on the round grill...just like back home...
And most of all, it was time away from the kids and time to just visit with Brandon.
And any time to do that is rated A+ in my book.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Tyson and Lauren...sneak peak!
Roni and Lee--sneak peak!
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Seriously? Since Wednesday?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
25 pounds of meat later...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sometimes I just feel sad....
Sometimes it's something someone says...or something someone does, regardless of the intention...sometimes it's just me needing to feel sad and pour it all out in a bucket of tears.
I guess it was a mix of all of those today...And so sad is how I feel tonight.
It's a good thing it's almost bedtime...and I can sleep of this dreary feeling and wake up with a sunnier outlook tomorrow...
Monday, November 9, 2009
My new freezer is HOT stuff!

He's got hinges of steel...and he's got such shiny armor...
He has great control....
And look at those CURVES!
And our new freezer is ORGANIZED. Total dream... :)
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Hello Gorgeous...

Jenny, Travis, and Grace went with us on our walk to collect leaves...last year we went and got GIGANTIC Leaves and were hoping to do that again this year...but we were too late. The spectacle had already taken place and we were left with the dried and crumpled remains. 



Friday, November 6, 2009
Up late. Can't sleep.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Some things I don't want to forget.
And so here it is, 6:00 a.m. I sit awake while my 2 little guys are awake...and sick...and watching TV with daddy. My sweet girl is asleep. And we've got quite the day ahead of us.
But I just had to stop and record a couple things.
Oh my little ones get funnier every day. They constantly are making me laugh with their defiance or their facial expressions or their words...
The other day I was putting the kids new pictures on the wall. I had also been cleaning up the room, and it WAS looking much better than before. Jenna came in the room and looked around, and then said,
Jenna: Mom. This living room is looking SO good!
Me: REALLY? Thanks! Why do you think it looks good?
Jenna: Because my new picture is on the wall, and I'm just adorable!
hahaha...oh I laughed so hard!
And the past few nights she has put the boys to bed...at her insistance. I am quite surprised though, because they never make a peep after she leaves the room. She has the magic touch...
Her bedtime routines consist of her going up on Kaden's bed and singing him "The Goodnight Song" and then she climbs down and lays on Spencer's bed and sings it to him. And then she usually picks up random pieces o Taylor Swift songs and belts those out.
She then says something like, "okay boys. Good night. Stay in bed"
And they do.
Even when she put them both to bed at 7 p.m. on the dot.
She's growing up, that little Jenna...my little girl. :)
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Carlson sneak peak!
LUCKY!
Last night I went to sleep at 9:30 p.m. Miracle of miracle. But I was just plain EXHAUSTED.Monday, November 2, 2009
Needed: An organization intervention
I wouldn't say that I have always been an organized person, but I WOULD say that I have been more on the ball than I have lately (as in the past SEVERAL months)Sunday, November 1, 2009
Trick or Treat...

And then we got all dressed up for the trick or treating! (I say we...I mean the kids). :)
I am finally getting a picture of Jenna's costume up. Of all the endless possibilities of cute costumes out there, she chose to be a witch. To be very honest, I was quite bummed. A witch? That's it? Sigh.
I made her a cute skirt and we found a lacy leotard at a thrift store for .50 cents. Simple. A very simple witch costume. But I actually love how the skirt turned out... :) The top layer was a see through fabric that had velvety spider webs on it.



Spencer was a Monkey. Again. YES, he was this last year. Yes it's a repeat. But I wasn't going to buy a new costume when we had a perfectly good one ready to use...we don't have the money right now and he knows no difference. Maybe next year he will be able to tell me what he wants...and then we will go for something new and exciting! :) In the meantime...he is a cute monkey.
It was a colder halloween than we have had since we lived here...which was kind of a downer since usually the whole block sits outside to pass out candy. But we hit up the houses on our block that were sitting outside or had their doors open...and then we went home for baths and bedtime.
Was a great day, all in all....and now we just have to figure out what to do with all this candy!
Happy Halloween!





















