is what has consumed my body for the past several months off and on...but more on than off.
It started when I stopped nursing Carter.
I've laid low and kept pretty quiet about this, because it is inevitable that when you say NAUSEA everyone immediately assumes PREGNANT.
Let me make it clear...I AM NOT pregnant.
I have had this checked and double checked, because I was desperate for an answer as to what was causing me to feel SO ill for so long.
I have felt guilty.
Guilty because when I am nauseuos, I have to eat. And eat. And eat. Anything to help make the nausea go away. Most people, it seems, just can't eat anything. But I am the opposite.
And eating leads to weight gain.
I won't start about my fears about weight gain...sigh.
And having lost a good amount of weight and changing my eating habits, it is SO frustrating to have insane cravings for things I left behind and have had NO desire to eat...like fried chicken and Pop Tarts and Ramen noodles.
{shudder}
Part of me has felt outright CRAZY.
I kid you not. Pregnancy symptoms galore.
Even the restless legs. Eating constantly. Exhaustion. Headaches.
But absolutely 100% NOT pregnant.
I was at the end of my rope. I had blood drawn.
My tests were normal.
(though, waiting on the thyroid...which I personally don't think is the problem)
And after doing a lot of research, talking with my doctor, and looking at all the puzzle pieces,
I THINK I have figured it out...
though, nothing is certain as of now.
The doctor prescribed a low dose b.c. pill to take on top of the IUD I have, to try to balance the hormones out. I've only taken that a few days. But that has made it even WORSE. I finally stopped taking it last night, and today I finally felt like a normal person...for the first time in a LONG time. I can only hope this lasts...but I am doubting.
So I am wondering...
(and I know this is entirely person, and perhaps too much info for me to post...but giving it a try anyway because I am desperate for answers)
Have any of you ever had Mirena and experienced this type of scenario?
Or have any of you ever had these symptoms / imbalance of hormones when you stopped nursing?
If it's too personal to share, you are welcome to email me:
hollowayfam (at) yahoo.com
Edited to add...
To clarify a few things--I've had 2 other IUD's and never had problems like this. And these symptoms started when I stopped nursing, so a year after getting the IUD to begin with. Strange, right? My doctor says age, number of kids, etc can all play into how your hormones respond and that it's not for everyone. I just have had such a hard time believing that until now, because I DID have 2 successful times. I just don't want to do something drastic and get rid of the IUD if it isn't the problem, but more and more I am feeling like it just may be.